if apple had a face i think it would look like yours

the comeback queen is here ♥

I love things you love and hate things you hate. I also love people who love me. So if you love me, I will love you back. And that's fair, okay? :)

When I was 6, my favorite shows were Power Rangers and Transformers. And by the time I was 7, I've probably watched The Sound of Music, Annie, and Oliver Twist for more than 300 times.

A random fact, I have Nutella and Marmite addiction, or a lil' bit of both. It's a love or hate thing.

I have so many drafts but none of them are complete. I feel like for the past few months my motivation to blog is to burst out my anger within. But after that, I can't seem to have the guts to click the publish button, just because I don't want anyone to take it seriously or think that I'm another biatch who does nothing but mere talking.

Life has been much of ups and downs lately. Fark it...

Ann: I'll be back...

So caught up with what I'm dreaming and yearning. For the dreaming and yearning it made me feel like I only live in what I am not in.

Gosh.... I just need to think outside the tiny lil' box for one sec!!!!!!!!

Just talked to dad bout his new oncologist. He's changing to another doctor because apparently the previous one doesn't work for him. He will be admitted to the hospital next week to clear off the water in his lungs. And also to try on new drugs and treatment which will be happening in the coming weeks. I felt bad enough for not being able to there for my family. Nothing comes worse knowing that mom and dad is going through a tough time.

I felt horrible today. Few days back, I was walking with him after class. I ask him what he had for his birthday. He kept quiet for awhile. The sudden silence didn't come just it. He told me, "I had cancer for my birthday." My mind went blank for a few seconds. I thought he was just joking. Well him being a guy with a quiet sense of humour, I didn't know how to react. So i just smile, and left for home.

I didn't keep it in mind until today when it was triggered with a cruel fact. He wasn't lying. Not only that, he was badly treated given his situation, from that witch whom we shared a common disrespect. Going through cancer is hard enough. Having to face it at 23, never does it come easy.
I felt it. And I wonder why...

I'm signing, from Sin City, because...... This is the only place with free Wifi in the whole of Las Vegas!!!

But I've got nothing to write about now... +_+ |||

Haha... I have a flight to catch. Will upload the pics real soon ( =

I got this email from a friend and found it to be really useful. Since that stroke happens so commonly nowadays, it is good to know about how to save at the last call.

After 20 days of colourful togetherness. Our adventures ended with a teary farewell at LAX. The trip continued with my solo journey to Atlanta.

I miss home, I miss the creek, I miss our crappy jokes... And the times we've been through, tough or rough, running up hills, and chasing cabs. I slept listening to their snores, and woke up to the ringtones of the wake-up calls.

Keith, and his evil laughters. i hope everything is going well for him in Kl.

Peiyin, but I bet she has forgotten bout me sobz.

Dan, sorry I have to make you wait for a week. But your fault for leaving us in the creek for a week!!

I miss you all and I heart you all!!

Ok I've been receiving threats and if that I don't update my blog. Well, it's not that I don't want to. But since that I'm travelling right now, it's abit hard to sit tight and type it all in.

Why?
Chicago - It was too cold to blog.
San Francisco - The hostel has got crappy wifi and it gets disconnected every 15 minutes.
San Jose - No Wifi at home. When I finally found a T2 at SJSU library. I was too busy finding places to stay in LA.

L.A. - I'm trying hard la. Ramada's connection is kinda slow.

I'll be heading to Liann's place on Wednesday, I hope she has Internet services.

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